Chiaki Nanami from Super Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair is my everything

everything about her is perfect, from the symmetry of her face to her plump cheeks to her cute haircut and her fashion sense. she's so wonderful and cute. she's sleepy just like me and she likes video games just like me too. her soft voice is like music to my ears, i cant fall asleep without listening to asmr roleplays of her but theyre nothing like the real thing. when i first saw her cute bathing suit in the second chapter of the game i squealed and i swear my nose started bleeding just like in anime. no ones ever been able to do that to me but chiaki. i literally love her so much that i wrote her name in my nose blood. its still on my wall and i dont think my mom has noticed. maybe i can buy a poster of chiaki to cover it just in case! i dont have lots of chiaki merch but one day i will because she's my waifu and im not afraid to say it! i have a plushie of her that i sleep with every night and take places always. sometimes i try to feed her even though i know its not really her. she likes sweets just like me. i wish chiaki was real so we could hold hands and snuggle and so she could kiss me on the cheek.

chiaki nanami has a cute mole on her right (our left) boob and every time i see it i get cuteness aggression. some people would see it as a flaw but i think its so beautiful. i wish i could tell her how much i love it. i wish i could sit next to chiaki and lean on her while she plays her games. she wouldnt even have to pay attention to me, id just like spending time with her. i like to imagine she gets really clingy when in love. she'd want to be around me constantly and i'd be overjoyed!! who wouldnt? she's so perfect. her hands must be so soft. her skin must be so, so soft. even though shes thin her skin looks plump and supple and hydrated. snuggling with her would feel so soft and warm and id literally never get enough of it. hajime hinata was so lucky but he was gay as hell galavanting with nagito instead of settling down with the gorgeous chiaki. but that's okay it just means more for me.

i actually cant watch the danganronpa 3 anime because seeing what happens to chiaki makes me genuinely so nauseous i end up puking. why would they do that to her??? so cruel and for what? it doesn't surprise me. humans hate divinity. that's why they murdered jesus. that's why they murdered chiaki. chiaki died for the sins of the remnants of despair. that's why komaeda is allowed to live. when chiaki was executed in sdr2 i stopped playing the game for almost 4 whole months because it made me so upset. i cried for a week straight and my mom didnt even notice. chiaki was always there for me and i felt so bad seeing her die i just couldnt handle it. i cried more about her than any death of a loved one. chiaki means everything to me how could i not? people always joke about gore of their comfort character but it's a real experience and it's the worst. chiaki is more than a comfort character for me, she's my whole world and more. i love how chubby her face gets when she pouts. she's just the cutest. i would witness komaeda die ten hundred million times if it meant chiaki would kiss me on the forehead just once..

when i read a fanfic or listen to an asmr roleplay and they mischaracterize chiaki nanami i fly into a blind rage. ive left hundreds of hate comments, doxxed people, mass reported all because they dont have the care to respect my chiaki's good will and honest heart. chiaki is legit the best thing to ever happen to me and i cant stand to see that tainted. just last night i literally started hitting my head repeatedly against my wall and crying because the chiaki asmr was out of character. i sent so many hate comments on different alts they finally took down the video earlier today and i can rest easy forever... until, that is, justice calls once more. for chiaki, i am the ultimate justice. if chiaki were an animal i think she'd be a moth just like me. i wish there were more moths around. it gets lonely sometimes but i always imagined chiaki would be a rosey maple. she'd be fuzzy and i'd snuggle with her and chirp. and she'd chirp back.

whenever i do an rp online i always try to claim chiaki and even when its oc only i basically just have a self-insert chiaki nanami kinsona i end up using. im literally obsessed with her. if chiaki was real i know she'd be a little freaked out by me but part of me thinks she'd find fascination in it and be okay with it and care for me like i want her to.